oh man... so i was originally going to grow out my bangs since i've been rocking them for like.. iono.. 4 or 5 years? felt like it was time for a change. buuuuut then i started to look back through my old pictures... back in the day when i was a certified "camerawhore" and took pictures every goddamn day... aaaand took LOADS of self portraits. oh yes. TONS of em.... anddd i still have a lot of them on my computer.

tuesday afternoon i have another appointment with bumble&bumble as a hair model. basically... i go and sit for this hair class and they use me as a dummy and practice on my hair. haha. i kno it may sound frightening.. but honestly, every time i've gone.. (i've gone like, 5 times maybe?) i came out with faaaaaabulous hair. and everytime it's a different hairdresser. some were better than others but for the most part they were all pretty awesome.

after scanning through old pictures, some of them were bad.. and some of them were.. well... pretty awesome. i had some awesome hairdays! haha but the problem is... since i don't have a regular hair dresser... i bounce haircut sessions in between b&b and this woman who lives in staten island... and i have NO idea when i got these haircuts... and from who.... soooo i dont know if the fabulous haircut in the picture is from b&b or from mariana... hmmmmm.. anddd should i bring the bang back? orrrr SHOULD i let them grow out? ahh... decisions, decisions.

its fun looking back at old pictures... especially ones from like freshman and sophomore year...

we look like BABIES!!!! such CHUBBY cheeks and fresh young faces. i cant believe how much has changed and how much we've grown and it all seems so long ago, and yet went by far too quickly for me to fathom at the very same time. ahh the good ole days. ive said it once, and i'll say it again. if i could do it all over again, i'd do it in a heartbeat........

it's so funny how much has changed since college.. (ack.. it still feels weird saying stuff like that. 'since college' 'when i was in college' 'back in college' ::shiver::) i still feel the same.. but not........... more noticeably than personality factors is my taste in music. more and more i'm noticing that old songs i used to party to are getting filtered off my nano due to lack of space, in order to make room for new music that i'm discovering such as npsh and chester french...

and after going out for my friend's birthday the other weekend... i used to THRIVE on those nights out... constantly moving on the dance floor... probably drunk off my rocker. now i find myself sipping on just one or two cocktails and two stepping to a song i don't recognize. and by 1:30, when normally the night would just be getting started... im scanning the room looking for a place to plant my booty and groove along to the music happily seated..... WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?!?!? hahaha. puhleaseeee do NOT tell me that i've passed my prime.. becoz that would be uber depressing. peaking at the age of 23. hahahah shut up. no way. i refuse. but damn yo... something's gotta change...